Hot dang I feel like a loser.
I'm writing this mostly out of boredom, and I think to myself... who the heck is going to read this?
I doubt this blog will get much attention after a few weeks. Who knows though, maybe I will be blogging long after that. Maybe it is fun and exciting to vent your inner frustration on the internet for the masses to read.
Well, there is a lot to say. It helps to know that the chances of somebody actually reading this are fairly minimal but whatever.
We will start with the easy stuff that is at the top of my mind.
I despise almost every aspect of my life. School, Cadets, Band, Guitar, Me. All those things suck, big time. I could go through all the individual troubles but to tell the naked truth, there are no individual troubles. That happens to be one of the other problems by the way. I feel like I have been placed in a glass box. The whole world is around me and I can't actually experience any of it. On top of all this someone, sneaky person that they are, is pouring freaking sand into the container and I can't climb fast enough. All the time I must struggle against the mediocrity of life. Climb a little bit. Once you reach the top everything will be better. I understand that once I am dead everything will be better, but not in this lifetime. Eventually I will get to the top of that box of sand and everything will begin to look up. But then some jerk will show up and deposit me in another bloody box on the other bloody side of the bloody room and the whole process will begin anew.
Not an exciting prospect.
But amidst all this doom and gloom there are a few good things. Conversations with Kyle. Youth Group. My small group of friends. My camp friends, whom I have no idea whether or not I will ever see again. But thats ok, the time we spent together was worth only spending that short period of time together. Other exciting things occur some times. Things worth talking about, but only to certain people. I spent 85 dollars the other day on Warhammer 40k. I haven't even put them together yet and I already feel like I have been delivered an 85 dollar delivery. In simpler terms, it was worth every dang penny. What else is exciting in my life? Hmmm, I am reading and thoroughly enjoying a book lent to me by a friend. It is called Eisenhorn, and I seriously recommend it to any sci fi fans or Warhammer 40k fans. This book is amazing because it has provided me with a whole new freaking world for my imagination to explore... and I already knew most of the stuff that is in the book! Exciting huh?
Got some writing done yesterday. It will be nice to be able to hand something into Mr. Youds, my writing teacher. What I wrote was a little piece on making a meatloaf with potassium hydroxide. The base found in alkaline batteries. Oh darn, I have to specify that in my writing. Hopefully I won't forget to edit that... :S... hopefully it won't matter. (It will Bryon! It will!)
Anyquay as a friend would say it, it is getting really late for a school night. (School sucks!) I think it is about time to nod off. I suppose I will talk to whomsoever decides to read this nonsense at a later date.
-People cry out in awe as the eagle reaches the crest of its flight-
1 comment:
Oh Yah....Matt, you started a blog.......im happy.
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