Homeschool. I want to try it. I might do it. I might not. Right now at this very second I really could actually care less. Which is amazing.
I love being the receptacle. I don't know why. I love hearing peoples problems and helping them fix them. It makes me feel important and useful. A feeling I don't get very often. I just hope I do a good job. I would hate to find out I wasn't actually helping people. Just making it harder. I think that I would seriously hurt myself if I found that out.
I am so happy, talking to Caillie again makes my day. Connecting with camp friends is the best.
Quick unimportant note. Rock Band is much better than Guitar Hero. And I should be able to sing that good in real life.
I am going to share with you something that I really should be writing in my journal. I don't pray. What a simple way of saying something so monumental. I don't pray. I don't. I only pray at Youth, and even that is only when I am actively praying. I don't pray with others very well at all. And I don't pray by myself. It really is a bad thing. I need to pray more often. A lot more often. That will be my goal for the next while. To pray at least once a day. If structured or unstructured. Once a day. I would also appreciate your prayers in helping me do this. Such a strange thing.
Sunday, January 20, 2008
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ah yes Prayer. Something ive been struggling with for a very, very long time. Growing up in a christian home, i grew up with people praying around me and then expecting me to pray as well. So naturally i "prayed". Not because i felt like i had to, just because i thought it was the right thing to do.
I hit around the age of 12/13.....and decided to reconsider my faith. Not like, do i believe in God or not, just, what my views were and the such. I realized i hadnt actually been praying, i hadnt meant anything that i prayed a bout. It was almost just like words coming out of my mouth.
Its only been in the last year and a little bit that when i prayed, i felt connected to God. I admit, i dont pray everyday, but i really dont think its a sin. I believe its better to not pray, then to pray and have your prayer just be of words, instead of love for a God you know for a fact will answer your prayer. Prayer is a tricky thing. I for one dont like praying in front of people, i can not stand it. But prayer is important and if you pray and have it just be words, you minus well not pray. That is by no means saying your not a christian when you pray. It just means that you have an exciting road a head of you.
And i shall be praying for you Matt.
(sorry if this comment was jumbled up and if it was off topic or what not...)
I like how this blog mentions me =)
Not like i am completely obsessed with myself or anything, but it pretty much made MY day!
YAY MATT!
and you should send my your homeschool yearbook, with pictures of you on everyday of the year!
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