I made a mistake, as young people are prone to do.

And now it feels like I'm going to fly apart. Spiraling out of control. I can't think straight. I don't want to talk to anyone. I don't want to be near anything.

I want to sleep forever.

And then longer still.

It astonishes me how the most amazing of things can cause me such distress.

I'm going to go fall asleep in my regrets.