Through the Veil

The razor fell through unfeeling hands, a torrent of tears soon followed. Disaster averted once more, the two of them fell to the floor. One an image of beauty, the other a nightmare unleashed. Hope smiled gently at the other.
"Not this time Sorrow. This one stands yet strong in The Lord."
The creature grinned a toothy grin. Their eyes locked firmly and neither was able to look away. The abominations voice could be easily compared to cats gargling nails.
"Each visit is another tie with you almighty shredded. This one will be mine, have no doubt."
Hope broke eye contact and shuddered involuntarily. Loss danced mercilessly upon his soul, for Hope knew that this one would soon give in.
"All things fit in The Greatest One's plan Sorrow. Neither you nor your master know how this one's damnation will end. I fully believe that should this one succumb to you many will be saved and brought before The Benevolent One because of the sacrifice of this one."
Sorrow laughed and a terrible noise it was. Claws clicked together in a mockery of a clap.
"If this one's life means so little to you and your "benevolent" one that you are willing to let this one die, why do you continue to combat me for it's soul?"
Hope took momentary solace in Sorrow's ignorance. The retort to this question sprung to Hope's mouth. Inspired my God.
"This one's life does matter. His life is far more beneficial to The Allknowing. This one's death would be tragic, but nevertheless it would still be a victory for us. However this one's life would be infinitely better. In any and all cases, we win daemon."
With this statement Hope lifted himself from the ground and leapt into the air.
"You will not have this one Sorrow. The Lord tells me this."
A flash of light and Hope was gone.
Sorrow raised himself soon after Hope departed. A tangled mess of legs sprouted from his misshapen core. Another noise emerged from the deviation, worse than the others by many a multiple. Sorrow screamed for his defeat.
The third one remained standing for yet another day.

Wrote that piece last night. It was kind of fun putting it all down on paper. Let me know what you think. Feedback is lovely.

Umm, not much else. Got my ears stretched a little. Went from a 20 gauge to a 16 gauge I believe. Soon I will be able to wear neat earrings. Yay for me.

Yar

I did it. I played flute with worship.

Get over it! Gosh it's like I ate a white elephant or something.

Alright so I am not actually angry. I am flattered y'all. Thank you. I just don't handle compliments well. Either I ignore them or they go straight to my head and I screw up later.

The chili lunch was lacking I must say. Not quite enough help in the kitchen I must say. It was Alex, Josh and I. Doing dishes anyways.

The chili I grabbed wasn't to great either.

After church everyone went their separate ways. I really should have gone to soccer. My day would have turned out better if I had.

This last weekend and earlier and stuff I spent at Josh's house as some of you know. It was fantastic. Much better than being at home.

I hope the Starfield concert went well to all those who managed to get there.

Have a wonderful time till I next see you. :)

Weekend shenanigans

MI was good. Really good. Super good one might say. Not quite as amazing as last year. I think that is because it was darker last year and you know, we won. Not this year. At least we got caught the least.

Uh, went to a seven hour cadet guard duty thinger. It was terrible. The gun show. Stop snickering.

I will be going back to Joshua's house pretty soon here actually. I am excited. I don't really know why. We aren't going to do anything super like wrestle bears or anything.

The youth group should wrestle bears one day. That would be sweet.

Yeah I leave soon.

I really do like The Kill by 30 Seconds to Mars. Thanks Max.

In the lair of the beast.

Wait no, Josh's house.

Yeah, I am keeping Joshua company this weekend. Kurtus says that I am babysitting him. I think there may be some truth to that statement. Uhm thus far this week we have watched both Sweeney Todd and Dan in Real Life. Which by the way are both quite enjoyable. I think I may have enjoyed Dan in Real Life more somehow. Yesterday Josh and I went and participated in worship practice. It was quite exciting. I got my contacts yesterday as well.

By the way that was my surprise. Violet contacts. Unfortunately they don't work as well as I want them too. Ah well. I will get different stuff next time. If you really look you might notice that my eyes have a slight tinge to them.

Anyways. MI tonight. Tennis sooner than tonight. I am exploding with anticipation... weird.

By the way Coheed and Cambria is good but extremely creepy. He should not have that hair. Really, he shouldn't.

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Weird. My current favorite color is probably purple. ;p

Small post

I moved my room around. The new layout is really quite nice. Now I don't have to close the door to plug in my amp. Erhm, the program on my computer continues to severely bother me.

Went to the movie thing last night. Liz's last thing. Sad sad day.

By the way. We miss you already Liz. All of us in my head. Hope you enjoy that video as much as we enjoyed making it.

I am excited for Mission Impossible. Oh wow.

Oh! Thursday I get my surprise for everybody. It isn't particularly super but I am excited. See if you can notice what it is.

I do have something to blog about.

I absolutely F*@$!%# hate the program my Dad put on my computer.

That is a lot by the way.

It limits my computer time and takes up space and is stupid.

GRRR!

I got my First Aid qualification so if you try to die I will stop you and save you and win medals. Success for Matt!

Umm, I was going to go to the Pillars conference but now I am not. It would over lap with Mission Impossible and that is unacceptable. So no to Pillars and MI is a go.

Oh, more song lyrics for you.

Time of Dying
Three Days Grace

On the ground I lay
Motionless in pain
I can see my life flashing before my eyes
Did I fall asleep?
Is this all a dream
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare

I will not die (I will not die)
I will survive

I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying

On this bed I lay
Losing everything
I can see my life passing me by
Was it all too much
Or just not enough
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare

I will not die (I will not die)
I will survive

I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying

I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying

Day 1 down.

Wooie one day down and one part of the test done. Or something.

So, Josh and I are doing a standard first aid course and it is going pretty well. I am enjoying it anyways. Learning about how to save all your weaselly lives.

I will update some more on the first aid topic tomorrow.

I ought to start a new blog. A private blog entirely for me. So that I can rant and rave. I won't. I should though. No, no I won't.

Hopefully I will be getting myself a super cool surprise for Wednesday. If not, then for Friday. Oh boy. I am stoked.

To fill up space, I leave you with an often misquoted passage from The Divine Comedy.

"Through me you pass into the city of woe:
Through me you pass into eternal pain:
Through me among the people lost for aye.
Justice the founder of my fabric moved:
To rear me was the task of Power divine,
Supremest Wisdom, and primeval Love.
Before me things create were none, save things
Eternal, and eternal I endure.
All hope abandon, ye who enter here."

The Divine Comedy
Hell
Canto III
Dante Aligheri

Why do I do this?

I am whipped.

Uhh, summary.

Last Thursday was the first good band night I have participated in for a long time. Success.

Friday was insane. Good insane, but insane nonetheless. Got up went to worldview class. Twas good/interesting/good. After worldview I stayed at the Geddert's house for lunch. We (we being Josh Mr Dan and I) went and helped this lady move from the second floor to the third floor in her apartment. It was oodles of fun. Oodles I say. Josh and I got 25 dollar gift cards for Starbucks. Yes! Well kinda yes. I felt bad about accepting them but what do you say to giftcards? "No no, you keep that 25 dollar starbucks giftcard." Yeah, didn't think so. After that we went and helped Roger and Shelly move and new TV from Downtown Core out to Barnhartvale. Yuck. Driving is dumb. Josh stole a chair from Roger. It was silly. After this I went home and vegetated for a little while before going back out to socialize with the youth crowd. Bowling for the win. Throw some Jackie Chan in the mix and you have a nigh perfect Friday.

Saturday was dumb. I don't remember doing anything on Saturday. If I am severely wrong let me know.

Sunday was Airsoft. Oh epic Airsoft. There was blood and some whining. Hotdogs and Hamburgers. Many BB's. A whole lot of sneaking and some funny conversation saturated in foul language. Those shooty guys like their cussing.

Monday was decent. No more. Got up. Didn't want to get up. Went to the office and did some school. Only a little though. Not quite satisfied with today. Went to my appointment. It was okay. I am not going to tell you what the appointment was about. No I am not pregnant. Cadets was alright. Had to teach a lesson that I had no idea about. Whatever. Used to it by now.

Erhm, moose.

Sgt.

I got accepted.

Hooray! Super happy dance... CARAMELLDANSEN! Or something similarly happy.

I will be a Sergeant at VACSTC this summer. Hopefully in the School of Music. If not then in Bravo company, which is the band company. If not then finally in Hotel. I hope not though. Hotel is the band company for basics. I could do basics but I would rather not. If they try to put me somewhere else I will be staying home for the summer. I will stop being negative now. Happy dance some more.

Caramelldansen

Hehehehehehe oh the joy this silly thing brought me.
The video is just a loop of them dancing like that for the entire song. So you don't need to watch the entire thing. Turn the song on and then do something else.
It isn't the best quality video but the song is fine.

Wow this weekend has sucked.

I have done nothing this weekend. I hate it.

I want to go out and do things. However I want a lot of things. I understand that what I want isn't usually going to happen. That is the way this world works isn't it. Piffle.

Church was okay. No complaints.

I guess that is one of the reasons why I want to do things. So that I actually have material to blog about. I feel so lame not actually posting anything.

By the way, one day I will put up the rest of my week from Vernon. I am just being extremely lazy. Sorry.

Don't you hate it when you get on Msn and there is one person you don't want to talk to and a bunch of people you do want to talk with. I hate that. You sign in to talk to the other people and that one person starts talking to you and you are just like "Go Away!" but they don't get it? Rrrr. This is someone from camp who keeps trying to talk to me. It drives me nuts. But enough about my silly Msn troubles.

Don't use ostrich eggs as conditioner only hives may come of that.

P.S. New colors. What do you think?

Long Time

Ok, so I actually need to emphasize just how amazing Saosin's You're Not Alone is. It is The amazing. I love this song really a lot.

Watched Rendition tonight. I would recommend that movie to anyone willing to sit through a little realistic torture. None of that Saw crap. The real stuff that is actually going on in the Middle East.

Umm, youthy groupy classy thingy was good today. I quite enjoyed learning questions to shatter the humanist ideal. That video is so funny. By the way, I put inside jokes in to alienate those who don't understand them. Just so you know.

Tennis was tennis as it usually is. I hate sports. As soon as I get confident in my ability I completely lose it. I start doing well. Then I start to think that maybe I am not quite as bad as I keep telling myself that I am. Then I start failing again. That is the reason why I don't do sports.

Overall a good Friday.