Don't you be giving up on me.

"Another Day Goes By"

Another day goes by
And I don't understand or know the reasons why
I'm looking for a change in life
But another day goes by

Here we go again

It's today
I wish it was tomorrow though I think I'd say
Ya know I think it feels just like yesterday
So lately I've been looking for a change
But the more things change
The more they seem to stay the same
Here we go again

It's a new day
It's almost like tomorrow never came
Same ole thing same ole game different name
And everyday I sing the same ole song
And today I don't feel like waking up
But the show must go on and on and on

Another day goes by
And I don't understand and I don't pretend to try
I wanna change my life
But another day goes by

Just when I get it right another day goes by

Here we go again

So many days gone by
I still don't understand but now I realize
I'm gonna change my life that's right
While the days go by
I'm gonna change my life that's right
While the days go by
I wanna change my life
But another day go by

Feel better please.

Blah blah blah pictures blah blah blah.

You heard nothing.
I started writing in a journal so that I can write about the things that I can't post about here. Go figure.

I found my camera a little while ago. I am going to put the pics up on facebook. However I am only going to put up my cat pictures here. Feel privileged.

This is sooper cat. Her name is Dee and her fur feels like what angels feel like. She's a bit glazed at the moment.

Moving on. No wait I don't think there is anything else to blog about. Ooooohhh. Yeah that.

This weekend I did NSCE training. National Star Certification Exam. For Cadets. It wasn't actually as bad as I was afraid it would be. Some funny things happened. Nothing really noteworthy though. However I did end up going to Lt. Pennington's house for breakfast which was really really really awkward. But thats about it.

Down - Motograter

We're falling
Throughout eternity
The clock is ticking
And you're still counting sheep
You're still half asleep

There's no one coming (there's no one coming)
And there's no way out (and there's no way out)
I've been falling (well I've been falling)
And it's so far down

Shrouded
Beneath the veil of tragedy
When death comes calling
Who will you believe?
Tell me who will you believe?
When it's down to you and me
Will you still stay on your knees?
(Who will you believe?When it's down to you and me)

There's no one coming (there's no one coming)
And there's no way out (and there's no way out)
I've been falling (well I've been falling)
And it's so far down (and it's so far down)

There's no one coming (there's no one coming)
And there's no way out

There's no way out (no way out)

Pushing me down, breaking me down
There's always something
Pushing me down, breaking me down
Pushing me down, breaking me down
There's always something
Pushing me down, breaking me down
Pushing me down, breaking me down
There's always something
Pushing me down, breaking me down
Pushing you down, breaking you down
There's always something
Pushing you back, pushing you back

I'm pushing you back, I'm pushing you back
I'm pushing you back, I'm pushing you back
I'm pushing you back, I'm pushing you back

There's no one coming
And there's no way out
Well I've been falling
And it's a long way down

Down

Youth was excellent.

That was a wonderful evening.

Opening conversation was strange.

Ending conversation was manic. Wow.

I haven't laughed so hard in a long time. What an amazing mood I am in.

:)

I feel like dirt.

I made some mistakes and now I feel bad.

Too much Cadet stuff happening in the future.

Kyle is back from Mexico. He made a dog friend.

I finished reading the blogs that I read and the general concenus (is that the right word?) is that Snow Camp sucked and everybody is depressed. Funny how that happens. Maybe reading other peoples blogs is a bad idea. I feel very down when I finish. Even the blogs of people I don't know. I might be wrong. I just don't get it.

41 hours later.

Well, Cade won. Crap.

Stupid non-sleeping weekends. By the way I did go to sleep at 6:40ish this morning. 41 hours awake. Insanity reincarnated into a cardboard tube.

Well, Friday got to snow camp. Did stuff, more stuff. Sermon. Dodgeball. Went downstairs and did crazy things for the rest of the night/morning. Hide and Go Seek was the best and we would make an excellent sitcom. Breakfast was good if not slow in the coming. The sermon was murder. More stuff. Went down to the beach. That was probably the highlight of my entire trip. Andrew and I went for a walk down to the beach about an hour before lunch. Walking down Liz and Angela ended up near us. Unger was on the beach to (doing crazy things.) Andrew proceeded onto the ice. Me Liz and Angela all followed him. We found a hole with four fish stuck in it. They were still alive. Andrew and Liz wanted to keep the poor sucker. I convinced them that we should try and find a way to get them back into open water. Which we did. Liz is a master fish catcher. I kinda fail.

Other things happened over the weekend I just can't remember any other interesting stories. I almost died. But so did everyone else.

Acknowledged

I'm... evolving!

No wait, I got my hair cut.

Went out with my mother today. We went to the mall, she got her hair cut first. I went to Play and got angry at two things. 1. The excessive pricing of goods at Play and 2. The lack of my underground bands. Stupid underground non-label bands. After that I went over to Coles and almost bought another book. It was a wee bit to expensive though. Would have been worth it though. Then I went and got my hair cut.

We went to Walmart to do some stuff. Had some McDonalds. Got mildly sick as I am prone to do when I eat there. Then we went and got the car washed. WAIT we also went to M&M meats. I would work there. It is sweet.

Got home, did nothing. Here I am now.

Stupid short posts.

Aurelian is a cool name.

My New Years was fun. I went up to Erics house and we shot off fireworks. After that we went inside and watched some/ a lot of American Dad. What a blast. I missed the ringing in the New Year however, we had gone to the garage to get "stuff". Dang it.

The next day, I went to my Nanny and Papa's house out in Barriere. I would live there if I could. Really. It is the most awesomest house ever. We had lunch. Talked. Had dinner. Left. Other stuff transpired but you don't actually want to hear about that now do you?

Grrrrr... I appreciate the prayer support from everybody today. It made me think about the situation in a new light. Here, I am certain you would be interested what that was all about wouldn't you. Well, my grandfather lives in town in a trailer. Hidden Valley I think is the name of the place. Now the problem that has cropped up is that his... partner sort of person is a freaking hag. Elma. Hag. Grrr. Anyways, my parents knew her before I was born and the entire time her and my grandfather have had this on and off situation. It is sort of difficult to explain. For the last 3 or 4 years they have been living together. Recently Elma's daughter had a daughter. Thus Elma decided to move back to Vancouver to spend more time with the baby. Now that doesn't seem like such a bad thing does it? The problem is that this is the fourth or fifth time that Elma has left my grandfather. Also my family including my grandfather believe that Elma left because she doesn't want to deal with my grandfathers decreasing health. Hag. Sorry. Now the kicker is that, "now" she wants to come back. "Now" that she realizes that she won't be spending much time with her daughter. "Now' that she realizes that it is tough to live on a single pension plan. Grrrrrrr... it makes me so angry to write about this. However the thing is that I shouldn't be angry. I should love her like I am supposed to love all of creation. Oh dear what a state. At first when I found out about this I had adamantly decided that I was going to show Elma how much she had pissed me off. Now I don't think I will. I doubt I will be able to show her the same amount of respect as I did before she left.

Why is it that secular bands tend to inspire me more than Christian bands or Gospel music does? It is madness I tell you. I would tell you to look up the band I am listening to but there are a few reasons why I won't: 1. You wouldn't do it anyways. 2. You probably wouldn't appreciate the music. (It is angry music sometimes.) So I won't tell you.

Is there anything else for me to blog about? Not really. I Am Legend the book is a billion times different than the movie.

I spite you. Here are the lyrics to Sing by Dope.

Some people sing for life some people sing for death
Some people sing to sing the songs that they like best
Some people sing for broke some people sing for fame
Some people sing for hope some people sing for pain

So when you feel like this and really wish
That everyone else would just go away
When you feel like this and really wish
That everyone else would just go away

Free your mind and

Sing for the man on the corner
Sing for your love of God
Sing for your apathy
No matter, no matter what you believe
Sing just a little bit louder
Sing with all you got
Sing along with me
No matter, not matter what you believe

Some people sing for love some people sing for hate
Some people sing to sing a song cause they relate
Some people sing inside some people sing in vain
Some people sing to lose some people sing to gain

Open your mind and

Some people sing for life some people sing for death
Some people sing to sing the songs that they like best
Some people sing for hope some people sing for pain

So let me hear you people sing


Goodnight.